HAI!! It's been 4 months I think, since I last wrote on one of these.
Wow a lot has changed. Where do I even begin?
Let's start with right now.
Guess what, I'm kinda seeing this guy. A drummer. THAT drummer.
Crazy right?
I don't know what happened, but I think I'm hooked.
We've been seeing each other a lot. And for the first time in a while I can say that I...have feelings?
I'm still not sure what this is. It's still on its early stage.
So yeah, I'm happy.
Okay I swear that I don't need guys to make me happy, (haha) it's just that whenever these things happen, I feel like writing it down.
That guy, has a way of his own. I get the feeling that this is it.
What I've been waiting for. To feel. Like a normal person.
This feeling, is new to me. Familiar, yet new.
I guess I'll keep things updated :)
Just for the record, I'm not getting ahead of myself and saying he is my soulmate or anything, I'm just saying that I can feel. Again, this is all too new for me to tell.
For some reason, he seems to know me a lot more than I thought he does.
He told me not to dissapear, to work things out no matter how hard the situation is.
Funny thing is, I never mentioned anything to him about me 'taking off' as how I please.
You know what, I'm gonna give this a shot. If things don't work out, hey, that's life.
I like where I am now :)
He met my mom. okbye.
Terlalu banyak benda telah terjadi untuk ku ceritakan semuanya di sini.
I'll just write what I don't want to forget.
