I can feel that I've grown a lot since the past few months.
I've learnt that there is no such thing as best friends forever.
There's only best friends in the moment.
As much as you'd want it to be, it will never be a reality.
But I do believe in FRIENDS, forever.
Something best, is only when it is number 1 on the list, you see.
I haven't smoked pot in a while now.
I don't know what will happen. But I think I got it out of my system.
It's a relief. To know that I still have control over SOMEthing.
Another dilemma surfaces. How do you convince someone, that you are no trouble.
Even when you can't convince yourself.
This might be the first time I said that.
Usually, it's always the other way around.
But now, I have no idea what I have to do, when I finally know what I want.
Time.
Take it as much as necessary.
This time, the only thing that can save you is time.
It's funny how it all is a contrast to my past now.
I've grown. Lets see what 2013 has in store.
Alhamdulillah.
